i'm sorry.

Lately... I've been thinking about life... fucking depressing as shit. Do I really want to do Lab Med? no. Do I know what I want to do? no. Do I anything about myself? no.. besides the fact that I tend to say stupid things to people I actually give a shit about..and why do I do this? I don't fucking know. I'm a idiot. That's what. Life fucking fails. Dude, fuck my life. Wish.. some people would just get the fuck out of my life.

Fucking had a busy ass week.
Monday- up at 8.. school..prac.
Tuesday + Wednesday - Project managament course. up at 7:30
Thursday - Up at 6.. prac.. assignments....

FUCK MY LIFE.

BLAHHH

Haven't really blogged about anything lately..been lazy. Preoccupied by a chatroom..which eats up all my bandwidth...but it's bloody hilarious in there. Been antisocial... haven't left the house unless it's for school. But hey.. being antisocial saves a hell of a lot of money. Went yesterday... and spent 40$ ! 10$ on food.. 30$ jacket. sale from 100$. 

I want to go drinking.. but it's so expensive to drink at bars are stuff.. Everyone's holiday is soon right ? Drinking at Susan's house?! 

I want to work at TAB...$50 an hour.... fuck me dead !

Bored.

I made a formspring. I don't know why.. but here's the link.

http://www.formspring.me/blackbuttcracks

Shitty day.

I was going to go to sleep at 12 last night but instead got off at 1:30 because i got a virus just when i was about to go off.. which took about an hour to remove. It could've just taken 5 minutes. Woke up at 7.. then decided I cbf going to morning tute, so i skipped it. Had a prac so had to go in the afternoon. Got to Sunshine Station.. apparently my train never turned up so had to wait 20minutes. Where I discovered my phone is being shitty since  the night at vvn's. Oh and my mp3 player was out of batteries. Tram was SUPER PACKED today.. 2 hours boring ass nigger prac. Tram home was packed... train was packed.. had to bus it home... :[

only good part to my day was... seeing my hot lab partner.

Holidaysssssssss

Finished my last exam today. Chem. I think I failed... Skipped so many questions. :(
Anyway, went to Crown with my cousin afterwards. Played the $5 blackjack table first, got bored.. so went to play casino wars. Lost there... so I went to take out money. Then resorted to my oh so lucky $10 blackjack table with a cool bunch of Americans. I was doing sooo good. Made all my money back and was up $150. Then they left... and I lost the $120 ! ... shoulda left when the Americans left. Dammit! Oh well... at least I won $30.

Bet $10 on South Africa...Game starts in 2 hours. GOOOOOO SOUTH AFRICAAAAA

booo...

Saw the singing white dude at sunshine station again. was gonna donate some dosh but didnt have any on me :( oh well hope he's there next time.

to all...

you retards.

1. I do not have a boyfriend, nor shall I get one anytime soon.
2. I am not seeing anyone, nor am I interested in anyone...
3. I'm bi... so.. be careful ;) haha relax. i don't like asians.. :D
4. uhmm.. there is no 4

and.... what?! Susan and Minh are friends with benefits ? :P