i'm sorry.

Lately... I've been thinking about life... fucking depressing as shit. Do I really want to do Lab Med? no. Do I know what I want to do? no. Do I anything about myself? no.. besides the fact that I tend to say stupid things to people I actually give a shit about..and why do I do this? I don't fucking know. I'm a idiot. That's what. Life fucking fails. Dude, fuck my life. Wish.. some people would just get the fuck out of my life.

Fucking had a busy ass week.
Monday- up at 8.. school..prac.
Tuesday + Wednesday - Project managament course. up at 7:30
Thursday - Up at 6.. prac.. assignments....

FUCK MY LIFE.

BLAHHH

Haven't really blogged about anything lately..been lazy. Preoccupied by a chatroom..which eats up all my bandwidth...but it's bloody hilarious in there. Been antisocial... haven't left the house unless it's for school. But hey.. being antisocial saves a hell of a lot of money. Went yesterday... and spent 40$ ! 10$ on food.. 30$ jacket. sale from 100$. 

I want to go drinking.. but it's so expensive to drink at bars are stuff.. Everyone's holiday is soon right ? Drinking at Susan's house?! 

I want to work at TAB...$50 an hour.... fuck me dead !

Bored.

I made a formspring. I don't know why.. but here's the link.

http://www.formspring.me/blackbuttcracks